That’s just unreal. Instead of the quiet night I had planned, I wound up doing a ritual of sorts. I try to do them when my flatmates are out anyway, just in case something seriously weird happens, as it has a few times. But tonight’s was just fantastic. Despite my comments a few weeks back about satori being hard to tell apart from mad bollocks, I really feel like I’ve come out of this with some serious insights, and by god, it feels unfeasibly good. Possibly life-changingly good. I’ll know better after I’ve had a few days to digest the events.